how many times did prepare the words i wanted to say?

but all that ever happened was that tiny "hey" how many nights

did I spend waiting, for you to come around and then

i woke up early and left without a sound

i would never find the right words, to express my thoughts

wasting all my time trying to find those rhyms and maybe

i am afraid to tell you what's on my mind

still trying to fight the fear of getting left behind

So cant you see what's happening with me

I shouldn't care but still I'm here for you!

I just want to tell you that you mean so much to me

And it breaks my heart to know you don't feel the same way!

i really wish you would have told me that you don't care at all

instead you left me out here all alone waiting for your call

and suddenly your picture pops up in my mind

the stars they start to fade out, your smile makes me go blind

So cant you see what's happening with me

I shouldn't care but still I'm here for you!

I just want to tell you that you mean so much to me

And it breaks my heart to know you don't feel the same way!

(…as I do)