a damage past is haunting me

creeps in won't let me breathe

i can't quite grasp psychotic thoughts (and me) the troubles lie beneath

we won't back down its far too late

paying the price of endeless pain our love, our hate

which on will you embrace

now i can't pretend

to live this life of plastic happiness

this plastic happiness

because one chance is all we get to kill the questions in our minds

just one more chance to turn around this life

break through the structure that we see

reach true surrondings that we seek

and force the path we know is right

this won't conquer quietly

we won't back down its far too late

paying the price of endeless pain our love, our hate

which on will you embrace

i'm so sad to say i've watched this tragedy take everything away from me

i write words for my own survival

if you don't hear them then they mean nothing at all

i won't live like this

in plastic happiness