Alone in December

You always amazed me

But that's the past

You always amazed me

But that's the past

I kept silent and it rained for days

My insides were drenched

But I guess that's the part of growing up

I never wanted to learn, wanted to learn

And I grew into the man

That you never knew

But I wouldn't be this way

If it wasn't for you, 100 thank you's

If this is love

Fairy tales never came true

Judies are black and in full bloom

And I died in the womb

Take it back, all that's gone

It's all still there like you left it

December stayed the same

Nothing ever changed but you

Nothing ever changed but you

Every dream covered in dents

Love can't fly tonight

Couples will rest, I'll be sleepless

So cry yourself to sleep

This isn't about broken hearts

This is about me

Bending again for nothing, nothing

I'd run to you but pain awaits

I'm coming home but I'll be late

No deeper than imagination can be

Sight with nothing to see

What's faith if I can't believe?

It's everything

A cure but I make it a disease

God, take me because I hate me