my compassion is broken now

my will is eroded now

my desire is broken now

it makes me feel ugly

i'm on my knees and burning

my piss and moans are the fuel

that set my head on fire

so smell my soul that's burning

i'm broken

looking up to see the enemy

i have swallowed the poison you feed me

but i survive on it

and it leaves me

guilt fed

hatred fed

weakness fed

and it makes me feel ugly

i'm on my knees and burning

my piss and moans are the fuel

that set my head on fire

i'm dead inside

shit adds up [repeat 4x]

at the bottom

if i let you, you would make me destroy myself

in order to survive you

i must first survive myself

and i can sink no further

and i cannot forgive you

i have no choice but to confront you

to engage you

to erase you

i've gone to great lengths to expand my threshold of pain

i will use my mistakes against you

there's no other choice

shameless now

nameless now

nothing now

no one now

but my soul must be iron

cuz my fear is naked

i'm naked and fearless

and my fear is naked

dead inside [repeat 4x]

nameless now

shameless now

nothing now

no one now

shit adds up [repeat 4x]

you see my naked now

fearless now

naked now

fearless now

shit adds up [repeat 3x]

it leaves me

dead inside [repeat 4x]

hatred keeps me alive

loneliness keeps me alive

weakness keeps me alive

guilt keeps me alive

at the bottom