Wanting, watching, debating, on which way to run to, haunted, voices, craving, someone to run

to, I haven't lost myself in a long time, I never tried to care when I wanted to, I just want

to be part of something, I just want to be real like you

Sometimes, I feel like a monster, and times, I feel like a saint, I'm on my knees, you're my

favorite disease

Silent, warnings, tell me, that I've let things come, undone, show me, teach me, the way to

heaven, cause no other way can, I havent lost myself in a long time, I never tried to care when

I wanted to, I just wanted to be part of something, I just wanted to be real like you

Sometimes, I feel like a monster, and times, I feel like a saint, I'm on my knees, you're my

favorite disease

Closer, closer, closer to you, I need to be closer, I have closure, and get closer to you,

every step I take...

Sometimes, I feel like a monster, and times, I feel like a saint, I'm on my knees, you're my

favorite disease

And I love the way you kill me, love the way you heal me, I love the way you kill me, love the

way you heal me, I love the way you kill me, love the way you heal me