As we trudge along through the mud

And we tried to call it home

But we weren't alright, not at all

Not for one for one for one second

Never have been one to write it down

Now I think I can

I know I'm stronger now

Who's looking south

Not me I'm not looking back

I'm done denying the truth to anyone

Cause I'm alive

As we trudge along through the mud

And we tried to call it home

But we weren't alright, not at all

Not for one for one for one second

You showed me how

You seemed to find a hole

But I just laughed and smiled

Begged and rolled my eyes

Even cried and

Denied the truth to you

Just like the truth to me

Mostly lied

I'm not going to look back

I'm not going to look back

I'm not going to look back

I'm not going to look back

White it out like glittering wax butterflies

Never have been one to write it down

Now I think I can

I know I'm stronger now

Who's looking south

Not me I'm not looking back

I'm done denying the truth to anyone

Cause I'm alive

I'm not going to look back

I'm not going to look back

I'm not going to look back

I'm not going to look back

I'm not going to look back

I'm not going to look back

I'm not going to look back