I'm seeing tunnel vision in a world that's dark and cold

I can't believe how much I've changed since the days of old

I know

it's temporary but

I need to focus straight

I can't believe I lost control of my fate

I need forgiveness from the people I truly care about

I need support behind my back to help me spit it out

I'm gonna win

I can't afford to blow this one

I hate myself sometimes

I love myself

I need this way of life,

because it holds me.

I hate myself sometimes

I love myself.

If contradiction's the way of life

Happiness is wealthiness is healthy

Now that I've made it through those lies and deceit,

I think what's done is done and I can't complain anymore

I am sure,

that I have found myself again it feels great

I can't believe I'd lost control of my fate.

I need forgiveness from the people I truly care about

I need support behind my back to help me spit it out

I'm gonna win

I can't afford to blow this one

I hate myself sometimes

I love myself

I need this way of life because it holds me.

I hate myself sometimes

I love myself.

If contradiction's the way of life

Happiness is wealthiness is healthiness