Hey you know that I've been searching deep inside

And I'm not certain I will like the things I find

I don't know that you will understand but I have tried

I don't know just why I need to do the things I do

And I'd love to do these things without them hurting you

I don't know that you will understand but that's the truth

I'd give it up for you but let me finish what I got

I'd love to now but lord you know it sure does take a lot

I'll always love you honey but I can't be

That I'm not