The edge of surgeon's blade

my only cold friend

the smell of sterility

i walk towards the end

in months the faith is lost

tired and wasted

and when you come to see me

i can feel what you wish

so i can close my eyes

with the soil above me

so i could find my rest

i could find my peace

and now the tide has changed

look in your eyes has not

they call it miracle

and i just pray to god

so i can close my eyes

with the soil above me

so i could find my rest

i could find my peace

so you can close your eyes

and wipe your tears away

so you can find your peace

and live your life again

let me go

let me die

the man i was

is but a lie

i live a dream

of what used to be

not this crippled wreck

hell is that i am back