in the darkness

of the years that went by

I see through loneliness

only fear pain and lies

fear can take my soul

just like the odor of death

changes me as a whole

makes me hold my breath

sleep the sleep

of the angels

let my eyes sweep

this beauty that excels

delicate silk all memories

cuts through my brain

can't see the mysteries

that made me so plain

they can't be seen

they can't be heard

just like a sin

always there to hurt

another day has passed

another night is here

eternal end and start

I sense guilt coming near

uneven fight

me against my wills

under moonlight

remains only my sense

you can break the spell

tranquil my mind

I had been so blind