I can't take anymore

I can't breathe

I'm sick of this goddamn darkness,

Sick of sadness and tears I throw it all up every single day

Together with last night's dinner

I have lost myself completely

I have convinced myself I am someone else

For God's sake,

I need to be real

I need touch

I need... people?

I have to turn my life around...

But... I will still be myself, won't I...?