I've slept in the depths

Of the devil's bed

I've risen from the prison

In my head

To find you

To find you

Waiting to be fed

To find you

To find you

The one who made me sick

I'll find you

Eyes

White & blind as a spider's egg

Alabaster bones

A house

Burned in a clearing

Forest for miles along the slope

The way you shape

This world of hate

You make

Me fucking crazy

You make me fucking crazy

Blinding cold

& casket black

A river flows somewhere below

I stood in hooded silhouette

& murmured sermons to my soul

The way you blame me

The way you shame me

You make me fucking crazy

You make me fucking crazy

A corpse in the doorway

Dried to leather

The floorboards buckle & groan

Moonlight drifts in & over me

As I descend the cellar stairs alone

The bunker is walled with concrete blocks

Empty rooms, iron cots

Whispered curses & broken prayers

Children roasting like pigs over open fires

Blowtorch nightlight

So you wanna see? Do you wanna see?

What I've done? What I've become?

I'm just like you; unthinking brute

I'm the bruise that never heals

I'm the swing that breaks

& frees the screams

You make me fucking crazy

The way you complain

About the pain

You make me fucking crazy

You make me fucking crazy

Blowtorch nightlight

These three words

FUCK

YOU

FOREVER

I've slept in the depths of the devil's bed

To find you

To find you

You fucking piece of shit

The way you complain

About the pain

You make me fucking crazy

The way you rape my mental state

You make me fucking crazy

Blowtorch nightlight

Burn bright burn bright