Next of Kin to Chaos

Stuck in the learning hole,

there is no teaching

that I can subscribe to -

Just the hatred of being afraid.

Trapped in a nightmare,

nothing can alter this.

Just another daydream,

calendar sadness.

Lucid, inducing swarm

becoming closer but getting colder.

The caustic grip insane.

Lucid induced

Pre-shaping destiny - hiding inside of me.

Primate illusions of

how all this should be.

Next of kin to chaos.