I've won and I've lost

The struggle tears me apart

The final judgement means much to me

I try to follow me heart

I know that I try

But are my effort's too weak

It's just a matter of right or wrong

It's what I do and not what I speak

I can't believe that there is no hope

Or else I am sure to give in

I have to keep my faith alive and

Tell myself not to give in

I know that I try

But are efforts too late?

Will I be able to right my wrongs?

Will I be able to conquer my hate?

Temptation or restraint

The choice is left up to me

In the end I hope I prove my faith

In he who judges me