I remember, it was the month october

In a garage, I was standing scared and sober

I could smell your breathing, and the pain your leaving

So ashamed, I feel it

And now I am left to fate

For all the times I'd be losing my mind

You molest and destroy just a five year old boy

And you make me suffer, motherfucker

Ripped my heart out

It was so good

I remember words that never left me

From a stroke of til the here's what you do for me

If you tell, I'll kill you

Rip the tounge out from you

Wish that I could stop you

Please god make this go away

For all the times I'd be losing my mind

You molest and destroy just a five year old boy

And you make me suffer, mother fucker

Ripped my heart out

Innocence was lost

And I feel it

I can't take it

I don't want it

Anymore

Was only five

And I feel it

Cant take it anymore

For all the times I heard you

Say in my goddamned mind

Make it sooner if I suck you

I'd make you suffer

Make you suffer

Motherfucker

For all the times I'd be losing my mind

You molest and destroy just a five year old boy

And you make me suffer, motherfucker

Ripped my heart out...

...I was only five...

...Five...