I have reached the bottom

I cant see the sky

I am down so low

Wanna be so high

I am running down

On a dead end road

in my search for love

I've reached the overload

I'm not strong enough to live

I'm not brave enough to die

I dont dare to cut my wrist

I turn away and clench my fist

And sign the contract with the Lord of Lies

When the rain has dried

In the tragedy

I live the faustian lie

To pretend I'm free