Why do I panic? This shit is manic

I got it going on and I don't know where it's coming from

I feel no strenght in, I have no trust in

Myself or anything I liked that's gone so long

Might be a timeshock - that I took

Might be my love - love that I locked

Might be my heart - hard as a rock

All I know I never knew this lifehook

Damn this is tragic, where is the magic

Where's all the glitter, gleam those things

I dream my selfesteem

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I've got to, got to, got to

I've got to find a way

Guess I am static, full automatic

There is this fear for me to take and pull it all inside

How can I - break my prison?

How can I - get a vision?

How can I - find some wisdom?

All I know I need a fast desiscion

Damn can I try it, I don't deny it

From dark to dawn from dawn to light your brown eyes turned life bright

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