How can I change the world if I can't even change myself?

How can I change the way I am?

I don't know, I don't know.

I wanna take a look at the world behind these eyes,

Every nook, every cranny reorganize,

Realize my face don't fit the way I feel.

What's real?

I need a mirror to check my face is in place,

In case of upheaval, fundamental movement below,

What's really going on I wanna know,

But yo, it don't show on the outside, so slide.

Just below my skin I'm screaming...

I need a mirror for my spirit,

Yeah, can you hear it?

When I get deep, wanna hear my soul sleep,

Not drowning, tumbling around and around in the voices

Like a crowd in my head so loud,

I wonder what it's like to be dead,

I hope it's quiet, noise in my head like a riot,

Any remedy you have for me I'll try it.

Just below my skin I'm screaming...

I'm going deep, so deep that I can't sleep,

The pills ain't cheep booze is deep,

So I leak a fifth of booze and a spliff,

Try to snooze,

But whose dream am I in? This is win or lose,

Put down the drink. Try not to think,

Let it go, fundamental movement below,

And yo, reality is dreaming,

Just below my skin I'm screaming...