How did this happen to me?

I guess I'm to blame

I'm laying faced down

On the pavement and I'm full of pain

I just refuse to see

My mind is anarchy

Anticipating and debating

What is left for me

I am a liar

I am no model figure

I am a monster

And I am ashamed

Call me the Devil

My name's what you prefer

I come on shameless

But I am ashamed

I am ashamed

I look for help

Can't find it anywhere

My own reflection

Is the one sight

That I cannot bear

Look to the sky and find

Even the heavens cry

Anticipating and debating

What is left to life, life, life, life

...

I am a liar

I am no model figure

I am a monster

And I am ashamed

Call me the Devil

My name's what you prefer

I come on shameless

But I am ashamed

I am ashamed

(I am)

I am a liar

I am no model figure

I am a monster

And I am ashamed

Call me the Devil

My name's what you prefer

I come on shameless

(But I am ashamed)

I am a liar

I am no model figure

I am a monster

And I am ashamed

Call me the Devil

My name's what you prefer

I come on shameless

But I am ashamed

I am ashamed