Absorbing, feeling and desiring

You fade away spewing their words up.

Rise to fall, lie to last.

Look! Nothing is opening it's arms:

Tangle of urges overflows

Staining every gesture and moment.

Raise your head and grasp that jest.

Anti-god lurks in non-existence.

Mute words of those who know

Distort the mouths of deranged fools into a sneer.

No war will be! No revolution!

The punishment is equal.

Perfectly cold-no bond with this comedy.

Another urges from outside change nothing.

Hideous, complete in itself tangle of desires

And millions of hands stretched out

Towards the swallowing void.

No cry-long desired dementia.