Lost in myself I cannot feel

Control I aim I stumble and fall

Believing you that's why I loose

Emotionless I'm falling apart

Reaching for you but falling through

Confused I am I'm loosing ground

Embraced by you in my own mind

Bolding on to the sweet beliefs

Calling out my own reality screaming out all my fears

Overwhelming by all insanity sacrificed a thousand tears

Calling out in pain my weaknesses fighting to get back whole

Overwhelmed by madness lost in the darkness of my soul

Woke up alone but in my heart

You were there whispering my name

Want to go back to the same old place

Where we belonged until death do us part

I close my eyes and numb my heart

Wish for sleep but only face my truth

Embraced by you in my own mind

Holding on to the sweet beliefs

Calling out my own reality screaming out all my fears

Overwhelming by all insanity sacrificed a thousand tears

Calling out in pain my weaknesses fighting to get back whole

Overwhelmed by madness lost in the darkness of my soul